Gospels singer and pastor Ruth Matete opened up to Carole Mandi in a candid interview about her memories with her late husband Beloved John Apewajoye.
Speaking about the last memories she has of the hubby, Ruth said,
In the Youtube video, Ruth also talks about her suicide attempt and the status of her mental health that was fragile due to life, relationship drama, and depression.
Adding,
She added after being found unresponsive in her home, her late husband took her to hospital,
“AT THAT POINT, MY LATE HUSBAND CAME AND FOUND ME ON THE BED. HE CALLED MY DAD, I FOUND MYSELF IN THE HOSPITAL AND WHEN I OPENED MY EYES HE WAS PRAYING AND I TOLD HIM THIS IS NOT A MATTER OF PRAYER, WE NEED MORE HELP. IT WAS CRAZY, I HAD PRAYED AND FASTED AND WAITED ON GOD, I WAS DEALING WITH IT THE WRONG WAY. I TOLD HIM WE HAD TO LOOK FOR ANOTHER WAY.”
Ruth continued,
“I REMEMBER WHEN I WENT TO SEE THE PSYCHIATRIST, HE TOLD ME I CAN’T GO BACK HOME, IF I GO, THEY MIGHT NOT SEE ME AGAIN. MY BOYFRIEND WENT HOME TO PICK UP MY STUFF, I WENT TO REHAB FOR A MONTH AND I WAS ON MEDICATION FOR A YEAR, THAT’S WHY I ADDED WEIGHT. IT WAS CRAZY BUT I THANK GOD I WENT, WE DEALT WITH EVERY LITTLE THING THAT HAD AFFECTED ME. I AM HAPPY NOW.”